Tuesday, April 6, 2010
sigh.
i don't even know what to feel today. i'm happy and sad and angry. everything just seems to be going wrong. one of those days.
oh well.
*like, so angry and sad that my stomach feels sick and i might throw up. fuck.
oh well.
*like, so angry and sad that my stomach feels sick and i might throw up. fuck.
Monday, April 5, 2010
just keep living
thank god for the people who love me.
i have so much hate in me toward some people, but it's balanced out by all the love i feel for the people who matter.
yin and yang.
i have so much hate in me toward some people, but it's balanced out by all the love i feel for the people who matter.
yin and yang.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
more easter details!
well now i have a little more time, dinner is over and justin is playing xbox so i'm just chillin.
woke up this morning at 7:30 (the kids had me up) did the whole easter morning thing, showered and got ready and what not all while justin slept because he's a sleepyhead. woke him up and we did some running around, fed the animals at my work, cruised in the bmw for a bit with con and burned a blunt, then visited his aunt's house where i met his aunt and uncle and grandparents who were all very friendly and seemed to like me :) then came back to my house and had dinner and that brings us to now.
i'm happy. i really like how things have been going the last few months. i'm not sure if i've ever felt this content in my life. i have my life back. i have the greatest best friend. and i'm with my family again. the weather is beautiful and my mom will be home soon. i'm starting a future for myself, i have a solid life plan again and this time my person is a lot more compatible. maybe i'm a dreamer but i just feel really strongly that everything will fall into place, and that makes my heart really happy. :)
woke up this morning at 7:30 (the kids had me up) did the whole easter morning thing, showered and got ready and what not all while justin slept because he's a sleepyhead. woke him up and we did some running around, fed the animals at my work, cruised in the bmw for a bit with con and burned a blunt, then visited his aunt's house where i met his aunt and uncle and grandparents who were all very friendly and seemed to like me :) then came back to my house and had dinner and that brings us to now.
i'm happy. i really like how things have been going the last few months. i'm not sure if i've ever felt this content in my life. i have my life back. i have the greatest best friend. and i'm with my family again. the weather is beautiful and my mom will be home soon. i'm starting a future for myself, i have a solid life plan again and this time my person is a lot more compatible. maybe i'm a dreamer but i just feel really strongly that everything will fall into place, and that makes my heart really happy. :)
Friday, April 2, 2010
and i smell your cologne in the aaaaaair
toooo fucked for life. my thoughts of the day are as follows:
1. i really like cars
2. i really like my boy
3. i really like drinking
4. i really like my life.
5. i don't have many close friends but the 2 that i do have, are more than enough for me. and fuck everyone else who doesn't care about me. :)
that is all :)
1. i really like cars
2. i really like my boy
3. i really like drinking
4. i really like my life.
5. i don't have many close friends but the 2 that i do have, are more than enough for me. and fuck everyone else who doesn't care about me. :)
that is all :)
Thursday, April 1, 2010
swagg up it's bright one blade it's tight!
i made soo many cupcakes today. i'm gonna bring some to work, send some to justin's house, and keep some here for my family. i love making cupcakes, i think i'm gonna bring some to the clinic today too to say thank you for all their help, they played a huge part in helping me get into Ridgetown.
tonight i'm cruisin with my boy in the beamer. christening sesh. i love my life.
tonight i'm cruisin with my boy in the beamer. christening sesh. i love my life.
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