Wednesday, December 23, 2009

dying

So Blake and I are done. He left last night so I'm living here alone now until March. We are apart on good terms and trying to make everything as smooth as possible, even going to see each other sometimes.

I feel so sick. I have never been this sad in my life. I have not stopped crying and I haven't eaten and my insides are hurting and my head is spinning. I'm so in shock and so so so incredibly sad I don't even know what to do with myself. I can't emphasize enough how sad I am because there aren't even any english words for it. I feel like I'm dying.

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