i am seriously so happy it almost hurts. everything keeps getting better and better and better and better, i don't get it. every single day is incredible and blows my mind. i'm feeling so much love i don't even know what to do with myself. it's so different from anything i've felt before. i know i'm being all mushy and gross but like.. i dunno i'm just really stoked. i've never been so sure of something in my life, and i've never felt so loved and beautiful and important and perfect.
ahhh i could explode. <3
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Hi, this is Carrie...just read a few of your blogs. Crazy, it could have been me writing a few years back. I know what it's like to be encased in an anger so black it's pure evil, to be so disconnected from everyone around you. Just thought I'd share. I like you better in your blog than on facebook. Glad you're in a good place at the moment. It scares me shitless sometimes to think of ever having to go back to where I was. I constantly brace myself for tragedy. I still don't trust the goodness, I'm waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under me. But I'm learning to enjoy the ride. It's a process. Hope I'm not over-sharing here. I feel like I know you so well and not at all. Don't smoke too much of the good stuff...it really does fuck with your memory. Carrie xx
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