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your love it means so much, break away. your smile, your face, light shines through. i'm making plans to drink away all these words i can't escape. i have to try to make you stay, because i'm alone. stay with me this time. because what i'm feeling inside, i'm troubled or maybe i'm blind, but i just can't see how this is helping me. why couldn't i see that you were leaving? because i'm alone. i need someone to be my friend. but i can't take anyone who can't stay until the end. because i'm alone. friend you've done me wrong, there's an end to you and me, because a friend can understand that there's no trust to be had. you're just bouncing on your strings, a puppet on a screen. i'm not sure when you left. there's no chance we'll get there in time, we were lost and stuck together, we were lost with ourselves, and we were lost with each other. where's this place we need to be? your heart is just another road, another place that i can't go. arm outstretched, point and glare. watching the love fall to our feet and into the floor to disappear. we're finding faults. when you kissed her, when you didn't care. it all breaks, disintegrates. well this is the last thing i'll take. i can't face you now. this is the end, there's nothing to keep. you said it was gold, it should've been gold. but this thing we have made, it can't stop, no it won't stop. i get the feeling that i'm sinking in you. your hands go through me as i'm trying to think back on a better time. you'd not know me right now, you'd think i was wanting to drown. pouring out my heart, and pouring one more drink to keep things calm. because i think i've hit the brink,and this is all i can take to keep going on. i'm tired of waiting in this hollow state, pushing aside things i wanna say. its taken my all to get out of bed, pouring a drink to feel myself dead. i'm working it out. i feel so many things all at once. i hope this letter gets read, if just only once. because what i feel inside, i don't want to hide, it's you that's got to me. i've got a dream for us running through my mind. sitting on the beach, looking at the sea. we are old and tired, and time has made us smile. and we're not the only ones, there's hundreds on the shore, looking at the sea. but it's just you and me. if the day never comes, i'll sink beneath the tide. will you still be with me? and disappear?