i feel like i am creating an entirely new life here in Ridgetown and it's excluding everything from my former life. i have no contact with anyone in my family other than my mother. i haven't talked to my dad in weeks. I haven't seen Justin for more than two weeks. I'm making new friends here. school keeps me extremely busy.

i'm just starting to not give a fuck about home. how many people really cared about me, since none of them tried at all to stay in my life after i left.

it's amazing how alone i really truly am.