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Okay so I have a little bit of time here, I'm pretty tired so I'll try to make it quick. Also I'm freezing and want to get back to my couch and blankets. AND I'm watching Sin City which is my favourite movie, I could watch it every day it's so violent and sexy.

So Friday night Dave came over and drank a bottle of wine with me before we hit up Vice Lounge for Rob's 30th birthday. We planned on just going for a little bit and then hitting up the strip club because I've never been! But we were having a lot of fun at vice so we ended up staying there for the night. Rob was wasted, my friend Jen was there she was wasted too, it was hilarious. I made new friends and also saw some people I know from the gym and one of the dudes bought me a drink and a shot of tequila so I sat and chatted with him for a while. (*Pause: This has taken me like an hour to write because I keep getting distracted by the movie!) Anyways it was a lot of fun, Dave and I went to BK after because I need veggie burgers when I'm drunk and there were these 3 guys there from Jamaica. They were hitting on me soo bad and it was so fucking funny, they actually were calling me "shorty" and "white girl" and said I have swagger, haha. Then the one told Dave he looked like Marilyn Manson (which is a wild mystery to me) and asked us to teach him how to get a white girl like me. He said to Dave, "Maybe I gotta grow out ma hurrr like yours" yes he actually kept pronouncing it "hurr." I forget what else they were saying but it was hilarious, he told Dave to get two engagement rings on me if he wants to keep me haha because we pretended we were dating so the dudes would sort of leave me alone. Anyways it was a really fun night, I went home and passed right out I was hammered.

So that meant I didn't feel like doing much last night. I told my dad I would maybe go for some drinks with him but I really didn't feel like drinking. I was supposed to hang out with Justin and talk out our little snag but I locked myself out of my house, so I called him to say not to come over because I was just going to have to go to my dad's until Blake got back from Toronto with my spare key. I really have to get that back from him. Justin told me to stay at work and he would come get me and we would find a way in. I was skeptical but trusted him and he climbed through one of my windows and saved my life. I was scared of how easy it was to break it so he showed me how to lock the window. I am seriously stupid and don't know what I would do without him around. So the night was salvaged, we smoked lungs and I got really stoned and couldn't even speak really. We watched Scarface but I didn't take any of it in because my mind was wandering everywhere. We actually didn't end up talking anything out really, I said to him, "I want to tell you things but don't know how to say it." And he said, "Don't worry about it." And then everything was good. I feel, ten hundred thousand million times better. I really have come to need and depend on Justin again, very much so. He just makes my life happy and comfortable and fun, he straightens out my head when I need it, he puts things in perspective for me and is a really good listener and always has great feedback. In some way I love him still, so I love that we are such good friends and can hang out all the time now. He stayed the night with me and all was well in the world.

Another piece of noteworthy news is that Alysha got back from Florida yesterday! I was so happy to talk to her and I can't wait to see her, I missed her like crrazy and we have soo much to catch up on.

Today I worked all day and then went to the gym and had a really good workout, then came here to my dad's and now I'm doing laundry. I should get some sleep because I have to work at 7:30 in the morning. Booo.

That was a long update! Goodnight blog readers! Sleep well knowing that all is happy in my life at the moment! :)