days

our days are running thin, our hopes will start to fall. i feel the world collapse around me, from within. the letters keep coming by to let us know when time will die. and please god will you forgive us? and give us one more try? if you will, then we'll go as fast as we go far. maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart. been up all night long counting days that all went wrong. i open my bedroom window, i wish this pain was gone. there are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb. i remember an amazing birthday, i remember when i was young. the sun won't be so blinding, the rain will finally come. the ashes will slowly pile up just to prove we're finally done.

let's not kill the karma.

i realize i haven't been blogging at all. it's just because my mom's home and i'm full time now so i've been crazy busy.

quick recap of life: birthday was incredible, justin threw me a surprise party. and ive been chillin with my mom. thats it!

i will starting writing more.