lemme upgraaade you.

i'm on like, a beyonce kick ahaha.

my boy bought the beamer he picks it up tomorrow.

we're high level, not eye level ;)

umm

so i owe for my stupid fucking taxes again!!! fucking fucking fuck. i can't get ahead. ever. i need fucking money. ugh goddamnit.

on the bright side.... very soon i'm going to be living in a ballin black BMW 325i instead of a blue civic. ;)


life evens itself out i guess.

cleeean

justin cleaned my room today. ahah :) it's so much nicer now. what a sweetheart. thanks love :)

old people

so justin and i fell asleep at 9:00 last night ahah. the band left and we just passed right out and then woke up at 8:00 this morning. his mom was like, you guys are old people haha. that's okay i had a great sleep, justin's bed is way comfier than mine i dont know why we don't sleep here more often. now i feel all relaxed and refreshed and ready to get craaazzy tonight!! i have to work 11-6:15 so i have to get ready before work and i don't even know how i'm getting there because justin's gonna be there at like one. hmm. anyways i am blabbing again because justin's in the shower but i'm gonna go crawl back into his bed where it's very warm and comfortable :)

everyone come party with me tonight! :)

story of your life

well, i am sitting at justin's house watching my own private headshot show. ie. band practice haha so i thought i'd write in here.

well, i got accepted into the University of Guelph - Ridgetown Campus for the Veterinary Technology program. i am proud of myself but it took me a little while to be happy about it. the first thing i did was bawl my eyes out. i really cried so hard because this means i am for sure leaving and that kind of sucks, because now i'm actually happy here. leaving behind the best thing i have. but obviously i have to go, i have to put my goals in front of everything else or i'll regret it forever. so now i'm excited, i have faith in justin and i because we are a pretty lovely team. school will be fun and when i'm finished, i can help sick cows get better for the rest of my life and be happy.

anyways... tonight after they are done practicing justin and i are going to a friends house because some people are going there i guess. i dont even care what i do tonight it's tomorrow i'm excited for! Headshot show in welland, it's gonna be so much fun i'm gonna party till i die.

oh yeah.. last night justin destroyed his car. it sucked. we backed into an invisible car. seriously. it sounds impossible but like this car was a dark colour hiding under a tree with no light whatsoever on it and it was invisible because the back window is really darkly tinted. luckily it was our friends grandmas car and they were really cool about it, but now justin has to pay to fix their car AND his which is pretty messed up, i'm gonna take some pictures of it tonight so they'll be on facebook probably later or tomorrow.

anyways i'm babbling about random things just because i'm just sitting here doing nothing so i'm gonna stop... peace! i hope everyone's weekend is as good as mine is gonna be!


ps. headshot sounds good even in a basement.

yay

i'm pretty good at getting sad but i'm pretty good at finding ways to make it better. i'm better now.

today i'm going to pretty much do nothing and then i'm gonna go to work. i just want the weekend to come now, huge paycheck + headshot show = party. then sunday i wanna hit White Haut to see LMT, if i'm feelin deec from saturday night then Justin and I are gonna go with my dad and Wanda.

school sent my letter to the wrong house so now i have to wait all over again, i'm going to have a heart attack. ugh.

anyways back to sleep now. justin and i went to bed pretty early last night but we got up at like 4 and stayed up till like 5 then slept till 7:30 so i'm tired still. night night people have a good day.

fuckkkkkkk everything today. seriously.